| Location | Blackpool |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Premature Birth |
| Date of Birth | 06/09/1996 |
| Date of Death | 06/09/1996 |
| Visitors | 1,167 since 04/09/2007 |
| Creator |
Jordan Phillip Perry you were to be my 5th child. I was so excited when i knew you were on the way, We planned you so carefully to arrive after your sister Charlea went into school. You already had a big brother John, a sister Lea-anne, Your brother James and a sister Charlea.
I went to the hospital at 10 weeks for a scan and you were fine kicking away and growing well, Your dad and I always wanted a big family as I grew up with four sisters and lots of cousins around and you were to be my last child especially when I found out I was caring a liitle boy.
At my 18 week scan I was told your heart had not developed properly and I went to see a specialist who looked at you for over 20 minuets before telling me that there was no chance you would survive if you went to full term so I should have a termination. I said no, I had felt you kick and move inside me and I thought if I kept you safe inside me there was a chance you would live, I was your mummy and I would do anything to protect you so I went home.
However two weeks later you couldn't hold on any longer and at my scan I was told you had stopped growing . I stayed in hospital for two days after going into labour hoping they were wrong but on the 6th of September you were born in a quiet room in North Manchester General Hospital, tiny but perfect with dark hair and the tiniest fingers and toes I had ever seen.
I still think of you especially when your sisters and brother are going back to school( you would have been starting big school today) at Christmas and everytime I see a butterfly I know its a sign you are with me. In April 1999 we lost your big brother John and i know you will be together and he will be carrying you on his shoulders just like he did with your sisters.
Goodnight my tiny angel even though I have your brother and sisters with me I will never forget you and John and you know I will always love you as you both left a mark on my heart which will always be with me x x x
These are my footprints
So perfect and small
These tiny footprints
Never touched the ground at all.
Not one tiny footprint for now I have wings.
These tiny footprints were meant for Other things
You will hear my tiny footprints in the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angels tears of joy and not from pain.
You will see my tiny footprints in each butterflies lazy dance.
I`ll let you know I'm with you ,If you give me the chance.
You will see my tiny footprints in the rustle of leaves
I will whisper names into the winds and call each one that grieves.
Most of all, these tiny footprints and are found on mummy and daddy`s hearts cause even though i`m gone now we`ll never truly part
What makes a Mother?
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked 'What makes a Mother?'
And I know I heard him say
‘A Mother has a baby’
This we know is true
But, God, can you be a mother
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can he replied
With confidence in his voice
I give many women babies
When they leave it is not their choice
Some I send for a lifetime
** And others for the day **
And some I send to feel your womb
But there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand this
God I want my baby here
He took a breath and cleared his throat
And then I saw a tear
I wish I could show you
What your child is doing today
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say
'We go to earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear
**My mummy loved me so much I got to come straight here
I feel so lucky to have a Mum who had so much love for me
I learned my lessons very quickly
My Mummy set me free.
I miss my Mummy oh so much
But I visit her each day
When she goes to sleep
On her pillows where I lay
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
And whisper in her ear
Mummy don't be sad today I'm your baby and I am here'
So you see my dear sweet one
Your children are okay
Your babies are here in My home
And this is where they'll stay
They'll wait for you with Me
Until your lessons are through
And on the day you come home they'll be at the gates for you
So now you see What makes a Mother It's the feeling in your heart
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start
Though some on earth May not realize
Until their time is done
Remember all the love you have
And know that you are A Special Mum
I love you lots Jordan and this is for our mum xx
My brother
Jordan, you were wanted by our mum so much and i know she still thinks about you and John all the time. I can still remember coming to hospital when mum lost you, we had to walk up a long corridor with dad and she was led in bed and i wondered by she was in bed in the afternoon lol. i was only young and didnt understand what was happening just that my mum had had a baby but you couldnt come home with us and kept asking mum why which now i realise must of been so hard for her :( xx
I know you will be with ur big brother now, he will probably wind you up and play tricks on you like he did with us, you would be 14 now and having tantrums like you little sister does now. we love you Jordan xx
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On our special day
Hello tiny angel... just wanted to say hello on what would have been your 13th birthday. Hope your having lots of fun with your brother, send some tiny kisses to us all before you go to bed. All my love as always Mummy xx
Hello little man
Hello sweet baby, I hope you have been having lots of fun with your brother.. Give him a kiss from us today as its is his birthday...
I love and miss you every day
Mummy xx
On your special day
Hello baby boy, another year has passed but you have been in my thoughts all week as your sisters have gone back to school, Have a lovely day in your special place sweetheart all my love and kisses
Mummy x x x x x
Hello sweetheart
Hello baby watch over your brother tomorrow as you know its is his birthday and he will need lots of hugs, Sleepwell angel all my love mummuy xxxxx
My tiny baby boy
Hello sweetheart, hope you have lots of fun watching us all we all love you and miss you so much xx
A tiny hand to hold in mine
For such a small amount of time
A heart that was filled with so much love
But now your an angel high above..
Its only been a little while
A thought of you now makes me smile
A lifetime waiting to hold you tight
I wish I could.. I wish I might..
I felt your kiss so brief so light
I feel them every day and night
A butterfly... I know your here
I love you so much despite my tears
Good night Jordan my tiny angel xx xx
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